So they said, people tend to write when they are sad. That could be true. The thing i am sad about is beyond everyone's limit. When i am sitting alone, I need to talk to someone, always. Make fun, jokes and talk about anything that can make me forget about the problem i am facing. We always assume we willalways be with people that we love. We want it to be inseparable. We want it to own eternity. At some points we must realise that not all things that we think 'belong' to us, truly belong to us.
When I cry, i tend to cry alone. Such a shame and disgrace to cry in front of you people. I always want to show the happy side of me. If I cry in front of you, that must mean something. No matter how many tears fall down, value it. Treasure it.
I try my best not to feel anything. I try my best to ignore.Even when i am typing, tears roll down my cheek. Please take a good care of yourself Lily. I just fear for another ....
